Skincare: Night Routine

(all photos except the last one are from Google Images <3) Assalamualaikum 🙂 How was your second week of January? Mine was..fine, no new stuff. Just me doing the same routine which is basically commuting to my university on weekdays and staying at home during weekend. The dreaded task has arrived for all of us […]

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Trust me, I’m organized now

Hello reader(s), happy Monday! How’s your Monday going? Today is actually a public holiday in Japan called 成人の日(seijin no hi : Coming Of Age day). It is a day to congratulate and and encourage those who reached 20 years old this year. They can finally drink, gamble, drive legally and have bigger responsibilities. Basically they […]

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Out of usual

Tuesday update, why not? Usually my Tuesday consist of me rushing early the morning to catch the train just to find myself packed in sea of people in suits and heels. Then fast-walked to my university where I do the usual: experiments and data analyzing. But today is not my usual Tuesday. I woke up […]

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Fefeeling sedih

Disclaimer: this post is going to be quite somber and sentimental because, hormones. Y’know Lately I am feeling super overwhelmed. Things have been going quite fast and not according to my plan. I was never a planner for one. And that’s the problem. I mean, obviously I have plans and such but there’s nothing particular […]

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Achievement unlocked : Mount Fuji

Assalamualaikum, hi there reader! In this post I want to share my experience, my first ever experience climbing a mountain. Yep, you read it right..naik gunung k. Mount Fuji. (3776m) If you know me you’d know that I don’t really do sports, let alone climbing a freakin mountain in a foreign land! Tak pernah imagine […]

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Dancing in a field of (sun)flowers

Assalamualaikum everyone! Last Sunday my friends and I went to see this huuge ひまわり (read: himawari ; meaning: sunflower) field in Zama, Kanagawa Prefecture. The place is quite far from my place (almost 2 hours by train) Basically every year they organize this huge sunflower festival so the place was very crowded, people gathered there and […]

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A light in the dark

“Every self will taste death. You will be paid your wages in full on the Day of Rising. Anyone who is distanced from the Fire and admitted to the Garden, has triumphed. The life of this world is only the enjoyment of delusion,” (Al-Imran:185) As I’m writing this entry, I’m lying on my back on […]

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  As a human, it is perfectly normal to feel inadequate. Especially when you’re in a competitive surrounding. All you can see is this illusion of ‘perfection’ and ‘goals’. And you suddenly wonder, “why can’t I live like that?” “why can’t I have that?” “he/she has it. I have to get one too” Yes. Competition. […]

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Pertama tama sekali, Alhamdulillah 期末試験(final exam) untuk semester kedua tahun ke-3 dah habis. The papers were not easy but I would say I’ve put my efforts and I’m leaving it to Allah.  Now I’m waiting for the result of which 研究室(research lab) I would enter, it’s quite scary because we don’t necessarily get to enter […]

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