Fefeeling sedih

Disclaimer: this post is going to be quite somber and sentimental because, hormones. Y’know Lately I am feeling super overwhelmed. Things have been going quite fast and not according to my plan. I was never a planner for one. And that’s the problem. I mean, obviously I have plans and such but there’s nothing particular […]

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Achievement unlocked : Mount Fuji

Assalamualaikum, hi there reader! In this post I want to share my experience, my first ever experience climbing a mountain. Yep, you read it right..naik gunung k. Mount Fuji. (3776m) If you know me you’d know that I don’t really do sports, let alone climbing a freakin mountain in a foreign land! Tak pernah imagine […]

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Dancing in a field of (sun)flowers

Assalamualaikum everyone! Last Sunday my friends and I went to see this huuge ひまわり (read: himawari ; meaning: sunflower) field in Zama, Kanagawa Prefecture. The place is quite far from my place (almost 2 hours by train) Basically every year they organize this huge sunflower festival so the place was very crowded, people gathered there and […]

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A light in the dark

“Every self will taste death. You will be paid your wages in full on the Day of Rising. Anyone who is distanced from the Fire and admitted to the Garden, has triumphed. The life of this world is only the enjoyment of delusion,” (Al-Imran:185) As I’m writing this entry, I’m lying on my back on […]

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  As a human, it is perfectly normal to feel inadequate. Especially when you’re in a competitive surrounding. All you can see is this illusion of ‘perfection’ and ‘goals’. And you suddenly wonder, “why can’t I live like that?” “why can’t I have that?” “he/she has it. I have to get one too” Yes. Competition. […]

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Pertama tama sekali, Alhamdulillah 期末試験(final exam) untuk semester kedua tahun ke-3 dah habis. The papers were not easy but I would say I’ve put my efforts and I’m leaving it to Allah.  Now I’m waiting for the result of which 研究室(research lab) I would enter, it’s quite scary because we don’t necessarily get to enter […]

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Yes I know i’m 10 days late but happy new year! I’ve been wanting to update but laziness got into me aanddd nda boleh buat apa2 la kan あけましておめでとうございます!!2016 has been a journey for me, personally. More like a roller coaster ride with no stopping, spinning all year around. It was my year of transition. […]

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Everyone has their own comfort zone. Their own little bubble of life which they have control of, most of the times. And dalam comfort zone tu jadilah kebiasaan beberapa benda and wujud limit in certain problem. And we keep focusing on that problem sebab that seems to be like the biggest and sometimes tkdehal sgt […]

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Assalamualaikum! Ok pertama skali actually xtau la nk tulis apa dlm blog tapi disebabkan dah angkat sumpah dgn diri sndiri update at least once in 2 weeks so janji kenalah ditepati. Kalau tak nanti jadilah janji dicapati kahkah k whatevs. Actually banyak je benda popped up dalam otak tp usually it happen masa tengah lecture […]

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